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Country: Thailand
Birthday: 9/9/1982
Gender: Female


Interests: driving(bitching about BKK traffic mostly), make up, writing(about nothing mostly), chatting(on and offline), cooking, baking, resturant hopping mmm...yum:D
Expertise: laughing(i laugh at the stupidest things), procastinating, make up....ohhh!!! makeup! catching colds that take forever to recover from, missing Japan (like green tea, KFC there(Thai KFC sucks):P), i'm also very very good at breathing:)
Occupation: Student
Industry: Media


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Member Since: 9/2/2003

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Saturday, April 09, 2005

Currently Playing
You & I Both [Australia CD]
By Jason Mraz
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You and I both - Jason Mraz

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me

Oh things are gonna happen naturally

And taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side

And balancing the whole thing

But often times those words get tangled up in lines

And the bright lights turn to night

Until the dawn it brings

A little bird who'll sing about the magic that was you and me



Cause you and I both loved

What you and I spoke of

What you and I spoke of

Others only dream of the love that I love



See I'm all about them words

Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words

Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards

More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive

Now you and I, you and I

Not so little you and I anymore

And with this silence brings a moral story

more importantly evolving is the glory of a boy



you and I both loved what you and I spoke of

and others just read of and if you could see now

well I'm already finally out of



and it's okay if you have go away

just remember the telephone works both ways

and if I never ever hear it ring

if nothing else I'll think the bells inside

have finally found you someone else and that's okay

cause I'll remember everything you sang



you and I both loved what you and I spoke of

and others just read of and if you could see now

well I'm already finally out of words.

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Thursday, April 07, 2005

betty happy birthday!!! i wish you a great and wonderful year, and many more to come 

my dad has been doing better. i think he's getting really agitated doing nothing, being the person he is, he has to be constantly be doing something. i guess it was God's way of forcing him to rest... a bit extreme but yeah His ways are higher than ours.

This past weeks has been hard for seemingly, for the whole world. A dear friend of mine lost his dad to cancer. For a long time i didn't know what to say to him, but when i finally did he had so much more peace than anything else. which was amazing and really good to hear.

we also lost the Pope John Paul 2, the king of Monaco... sadness all around. many ppl around me has been going through a rough patch. and i myself has been as well it's honestly hard to stay sane. sometimes i would just like to scream... and other times just sleep for hours and not care. knowing my schedule it would be impossible to sleep for more than 6. yeah... been tough.

my mom has been really emotionally and spiritually drained. sometimes sickness takes a stronger hold on those that are taking care of the sick than the sick themselves. she's just over fatigued taking care of my dad, and his hay fever... as spring approches, the worse it gets... pls pray for the both of them.

before i don't have anymore chances to say this. i love you all and really am thankful for your lives in mine. thanks. again

i should get back to ecomonics

love ya

 


Tuesday, March 22, 2005

dear all,

i'm here at the computer lab of my university thinking that i had a class at 9.30. turns out that it's at 1pm... but i'm glad that i came here today and have absolutely nothing to do but to thank those of you that has prayed for my dad. the operation went well, and that the cancerous tumor hasn't spread to the neighboring organs, which they anticipated so, thank God! Since cell phones aren't allowed at all, in Japanese Hospitals i can't get through to my parents yet, and when they called hanna and i both had class. i thank those of you that prayed for my dad. and i hope to thank those of you in person soon.

i'm borderling into sleep, but i have no, where to sleep... unless i got home. i just have to wait for 3 more hours. trying to catch up sleep that i lost during the EU Nationals Debate Tournament. but i already have an assignment to do which i haven't done yet. i might just go to the library.

thank you again for your love and prayers. pls continue to keep him in your prayers, that the cancer cells will not comeback and for his journey to recovery.


Wednesday, March 16, 2005

my university debate club has an upcoming tournament in three days... and today was trainings. Supposedly it was 'intensive training' but things clouded my mind...

My dad is in the hospital as i type waiting for test results... i pray he's not alone right now as i am. maybe it's my pmsing that's doing all the work, but i have been crying ever since the day before he left. i'm gripped with fear, that i will never be able to see him again. the day before he left we went to the beach three hours away from Bangkok...before his operation. we got to talk about the operation, school, my boyfriend... and towards the end of our conversation, he told me that i will lead a great life...and he regrets not knowing Taka, well enough and tells me that he's a good guy.

And that just keeps repeating over and over in my head. i wanted to apologize for so many things... whenever i worried him, whenever i complained, whenever i didn't make him dinner... i'm so sorry...

then today it really got to me, after debating about a motion i totally did not prepare for... i broke down. i've never seen the people i considered as close friends seems so abnoxious, and annoying... it just 'got' to me. and i just couldn't stop crying. as if he just knew, Taka called me and comforted me, and calmed me down. the moment he called i loved him more than i had ever had.

i know i'm not alone... i thank those of you that keeps my dad in your prayers. too much crying... headache...


Tuesday, January 18, 2005

hey yall sorry for not updating sooner... well just dropping by to say that i'm okay. and that my family is trying to deal with everything, my dad is going back to Japan on the 6th of Feb. to get a second opinion before going under the knife... thank you for those that keep us in your prayers. thanks



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